You know the feeling when you just want to curl up in a ball and block out the world? I've been feeling that for a long time now. Always just wanting to ignore things that are happening around me, especially backstabbing bitches and pathetic little arguments. Around every corner is another argument or reason to get at eachother, I can't wait for summer to just have so many days with blank plans where I can do what I want.. lie in the feild behind my house if I wanted to.. go out with friends, take fudge a walk, anything. I hate feeling like this but I guess it's my turn to feel like this then eh?