This time 3 years ago, my world fell apart. You were gone and left my life for good. I don't know whether it was for better or for worse because I will never know what would of happened if you had stayed. If you had chose to live that is. However 3 years on and I still think of you everyday, I still remember the last thing you said to me, the last time I saw you. I know everything happened that morning when I last saw you, everything. The song on the radio, the weather, what I was thinking of, the way I felt like I should have hugged you before I got out the car but I never. I will always regret that. I will always regret not valuing that goodbye to the full potential. I regret that I no longer told you that I loved you whenever I left you. I miss you mum, everything is so different and difficult. I have had to figure out so much for myself and now Rachel is doing the same, I'm trying hard to help her but she's too much like you, stubborn to lets say the least. I'm going to hold her hand through every hard situation she comes across and I'm sure you will be on the other side holding her hand too. Happy mothers day, mum. You were truly the best mum anyone could have asked for and you taught me everything I needed to know for the rest of my life in the 13 years I lived with you. Love and miss you like crazy. xxx

I miss you millions david, I think about you everyday! Forever in my heart, Rest in peace💖

He's all mine😋💏

why do I feel so fucking shit all the time?

The best of the best

I over think and worry all the time. It always gets the better of me😔

I'm unbelievably in love with you and it makes me ridiculously happy. You are my favourite person in the whole wide world.