Why do I always worry about the stuppidest things? I am so paranoid all the time, I feel like I ament good enough for anyone never even mind him and it's actually eating me alive!

I love him lots

I really need to re-evaluate my friends. I do not understand when they want me to do something that is going to make them happy and not me they expect me to go along with it but whenever I even ask if they can even just do something that I want to do for once, they avoid it completely and I am sick of being that person everyone just expects everything from.

Can someone just explain to me why I feel like this?