It's amazing how you can go from one feeling to another in seconds, like when you think that nothing could ruin that mood when you feel on top of the world and then BOOM it's like a bomb has just hit you and you've came crashing down. I hate it. I hate when you find out something you didn't want to believe or didn't want to find out. Even if it is necasary to know, but then when you want to know.. there is no way of finding out. Like when you see a relationship changed on facebook from in an amazing and serious relationship to single, You always want to know or atliest ponder upon it but then when it's something about you or who you like or even family, You think, I don't wanna know, it will just make me upset. This is possibly one of the worst feelings anyone could ever feel, knowing this is important enough to actually ruin your mood that took place a few moments ago is what gets to me.. Complete and utter shambles.