I just want all this to end, I want things back to normal.😔 I want to be happy but happy with you. I miss you a ridiculous amount, I ache for you and you don't even bat an eyelashe for me. I feel so alone, you filled that space inside of me that had been there for a very long time and now it's back to the way it was. I can't help but think of you and everything we used to do together. I just want to see you again, just me and you. I constantly have to fight back that lump in my throat whenever anyone mentions you. I want you to love me like I love you.😔😔