So I guess I was right, this whole time you had been losing interest in me and I can only blame myself. I'm sorry I'm not what I seemed at the begining and I'm sorry I'm so fucked up. I know I am, what people think is in depth, I think ten times more in depth, my head is literally the most disgusting place on this earth. I just wished you could have loved me like I loved you cause you're my baby, you're mine. No one else can have you and I say that with strength and anger. It makes me physically sick to think that you now can text other girls and look at other girls, etc. I don't want that for you, I gave you my all and that wasn't enough, it kills me when I repeat the words you said to me in my head 'I did love you but I lost feelings and interest' I wish I could have lived up to the full potential of your expectations but the thing is I'm different. Not in a good way different, what so ever. The worst possible different in the world. I guide myself with my heart and this is why has tripped myself up this time, you. I fell for you big time and I planned ahead but little did I know you were slowly falling out of love with me. This has destroyed me. I'm not in love anymore, I'm out of love.