I want you here with me. I want you here, to tell me all these stupid rummors that are getting to my head when I am alone aren't true. I want you to tell me she is lying and he has never done anything like that to me before and it never will. I just want to know for sure it's not true without doubting it all the fucking time then ending up being blunt to him because I don't mean any off it, I just can't help my thoughts. I just want to be home with you, where ever that is. My life is so fucked up, I hate it so much. I miss you:(